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downt0wnbattlem0untain said:
aw n.n you and your blog are cute <3!

I answered:

Hehe thanx

I hope this wasn’t awkward. I was just teasing. :3 (i guess a failed attempt)

3 weeks ago/REBLOG

I feel pathetic today because Guy B has been developed into my life. o m g
like wtf…
He’s been on my trail since Fall 2010 and we hung out a few times and had a class together.
We finally made a date last winter to watch the twilight movie after bumping into eachother at the gym. ugh
So, I’m feeling really down right now.
After the movie, We pretty much romantically cuddled on his couch at his apt.
Then we did something that i thought was amazing.
I left with him walking me all the way to my car after he asked if i wanted to stay for the night.
I said “i wish i could, but I have to study for a quiz”
He kisses me and leaves.
We chat a few times after and then plan another date at my place. but due to certain circumstances, my place became unavailable.
So, we meet at his place again instead and we watch another movie. then we did it again ;P
UGH…He was less enthusiatic of having me there after. I understood because his roomate was coming back. so, i left with a cool mind.
“day befor valentines” btw
On February 14, he doesn’t greet me. I thought, it’s my fault and he probably was waiting for me to say it…
days later, his facebook status update “I had a dream of my dream boy”
I said…me?
idk, his facial expression wasn’t pleasant after i left the last time
he hasn’t contacted me
who was he dreaming aboout
i don’t think it’s me
I’m not dreamy or his favorite
He showed me a picture of the hottest guy he’s been with in San Fransisco (btw, not that cute….believe me….asian guy like me with hair like mine but with giant mouth(teeth)——see photo above)
ugh, he flirted with me stating that filipino asians are his favorite…grrrrrrrrrrrr
I’m a fool and I gotta be more careful from now on.
I can’t keep letting guys fuck me and then fuck me over. I’m smarter than that..most of the time.
bastards

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4 months ago/4 notes/REBLOG

Didn’t realize how much of a tool I am. Just found out that the guy I was “texting” is looking around for other people…ugh men.
I’m a little frustrated right now…
Studying seems better than dating. I give up for now. I just give up; I rather focus on everything else but him or anyone.
I just wish I was less foolish. Love is no game.
It’s between two people, but some bitches just don’t know how to count!

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4 months ago/2 notes/REBLOG

Guy A isn’t so bad anymore…especially after I sent him an offensive message on Facebook about him being a bad influence on our mutual friend. I barked at the wrong tree btw <right phrase?>
anyway, I said I am sorry and now I feel better…but sad at the same time because he is probably still mad at me. Even my other friend is mad at me for yelling at the wrong guy and for butting into her life about the choices she has made.

people will do what they want and it seems I shouldn’t force my beliefs. I will simply encourage my friends to live life healthier, but not over-do it. I can seem offensive I suppose.